You cannot pay for your Self-Realization, it is effortless, you cannot manipulate it through your rationality either because rationality is a limited. You have to go to the unlimited. With rationality you just form dogmas and your own conceptions about reality and if you accept that then you think by saying that you are that, you become that. If a seed thinks he is a flower, does he become a flower?
He has to become. He has to grow in. In the same way, we have to know that we have to become, but not through our effort but the effort of the Divine Grace. It is the Divine Grace that has created us. The Divine Grace has made us human beings and it is the Divine Grace that is going to give us our higher life because God Almighty, your Father, loves you. He wants you to develop into such a being that He pours all His love into you so that you can feel His powers within you, that you become the instrument of the Divine Power, so that you feel the flow of His power through you, so that you can manage it and give it to others.
People are very much today…are science hypnotized. They cannot see anything beyond science but if they are honest they can find out that they haven’t got answers for many questions and the reason is their awareness has still to go higher to understand those questions. Like in histology you have got to see through the microscope, you cannot see it directly. In the same way if you have to feel the Divine Power, the All-Pervading Power you have to rise higher in your awareness.
Now if this power exists or not, if there is such a power working or not is to be seen. Every scientist must have an open mind to seek. That is the science-of work that is the mind of a scientist, who is to be open minded . Even in science they put forward a hypothesis and if the hypothesis is proved to the point then they call it a law.
So, whatever I am saying you have to receive it with a very open mind. First to receive it see for yourself and then you have to accept it as the law of the Divine. …
During the process of Kundalini awakening you can see the pulsation down here(sacrum bone).You can also through stethoscope; see the rising of the Kundalini and you can see the pulsation in the back bone. Till it reaches here in the fontanel bone area where it breaks through. At that point you do not feel any pulsation. As soon as this happens, from your hands a cool breeze starts flowing. You can feel it on your finger as shown here.
These are the terminal points of the sympathetic nervous system within us. These represent all the centres that are inside us and you start feeling them on your fingers, as a… absolutely your own experience. Now first time this Kundalini meets the seat of the spirit which actually resides in the heart and theses …cool waves are nothing but the manifestation of your spirit. It has been described in all the scriptures. The time has come to prove all the scriptures..
H H Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi, Public Program. Lausanne (Switzerland), 5 October 1980.